Day Twenty.

So, I'm supposed to discuss what I'm struggling with. Way to go, Monday, way to go. What a topic.

My internal struggle is as follows:

What am I doing with my life? Is this where I thought I would be at 26? Why didn't anyone tell me how difficult it is to be this age? Or maybe I'm the only one who feels like this. Would it be the end of the world if I never got married or had kids? Is there something in my teeth? I'm so tired. Did I pay the cable bill? I hope my car doesn't die...I can't afford a car payment on top of everything else. What does "low brake fluid" mean? I'm concerned. Will I ever look forward to getting out of bed in the morning? What can I focus on to get me excited about my future? Nothing. No, Alissa, there has to be something. Fuck. What am I doing with my life?

So, you see, it's not all peachy keen over here. But instead of being depressed (all of the time) about the current state of my life, I'm trying to stay positive, and I wake up every day and think: